how to get over a goal your failed

Well,
sadly
every single person backed out of the run
except one amazing gal....
that gal is not me

I really was gonna do it
then
I only got 3 hours of sleep in two days and I flat out did not wake up
neither did my son

~~~~~~MOM GUILT~~~~~

so i took him to see Xmen (whatever the subtitle is)
   ADD moment~ Movies (i love movies) used to be the original then 2, 3, 4,5 etc.... then Star Wars did this "prequel" thing and then just to mess with us they number them weirdly so 1 is now 4..... BUT I say all this b/c I don't know which xmen it is.... weather it is #8 or time traveler... I don't know, but it was xmen wolverine goes back in time to save the future using miss kitty's power......

so
I took my big guy to see X Men Time travel version, and i actually fell asleep.... The movie was a good one, I like those types of movies... but I was so tired I fell asleep.

And my run didn't happen

I really do feel bad about that, honestly, but I was freaking exhausted.

I feel like I failed
and
I am over it

So there, that is how you get over being a looser, failure, disjointedness in yourself or whatever you want to say....

you just get over it

I was tired
I didn't do the run
I got 5 whole hours of broken up sleep ( 2 hours here, 2 hours there etc) 
and O the hell well I didn't do a run

Some people look at it like an excuse
and honestly it is, an excuse is why you did not do something. 
and my why is: I was tired.

if there are no excuses, then simply put
I did not do the run and I am okay with that!
Please let me be a trainer/mom/witch-with-a-b here: Do not let this become the habit and the norm. fall down, fail whatever you call it, but get back up. Don't dwell on it, dwelling makes you want to not try, so just be okay with it and get back to work!

Now tomorrow I will get up off my lazy bum and get to work!!!
As should you :)