Tuesday, February 23, 2016

Seriously what the eff do I do all day?

JJ Watt was recently called a try hard.
I am not a try hard
I do not hate him or think badly because he is
I am jealous...??? not really, I mean I don't know that I will ever be a try hard.
I work hard
I am proud of what I accomplish, but I am not a try hard.

You would think that I could carve out an hour or so each day to blog.
I would think you could carve an hour or so out of each day to workout

so yep
I am the normal person
I am not the overachiever that I don't even pretend to be

but I have not posted anything in 2 months, no new workouts, no new picture workouts,  nothing. Inever even got around to videos....

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I have not taken any pictures to write new blogs about and I have just watched as MY super cool idea of video workouts takes over FB and the like....

Meanwhile, I am average and did not jump on my idea.

I am not depressed about it or anything, I mean it is my own dang fault. but grrr I irritate myself sometimes.

Like most people my day is full of  "stuff". Just Stuff. I am no JJ Watt, I am not a try hard. I do not rise before the sun, feet hit the ground and I am off..... I crawl out of bed, cursing Brian for waking me, shuffle to my email and text to see if anyone has canceled, happy when they have not.... lately I have a small project in the works, but this is not the time to reveal just yet, but back to the mundane...
I get Wyatt to school, I go train, come home for a mid day meal and screw off (sleep, computer etc) for an hour or so.. then Wyatt comes home and I get to hang with him, look at some homework then I am back to the gym til 8 or 9. Home shower (sometimes for "again in one day") and bed.

Stuff... I could easily spend my hour+ during the day to make videos, blog, find new adventures... push the ones I have, but I don't
I am definitely not a try hard

On my plate right now is a relay recess for the kids and a relay for life team for everyone that benefits the American Cancer Society. Do you know that I have asked and asked for people to join my team, give me money etc and I have gotten nothing... I think I just do not have the skills needed for that life.... but now I have the responsibility of both.... grrr I think I set myself up for failure on this....

Then I have a field day to do at my son's school.... why they won't just combine the two activities is beyond me... but they won't so I essentially have 2 field days to run. which is really easy IF people will show up to help out.

My sad sad relay team

I have teacher appreciation to do this week (and be "DO" I mean I show up and help out).
Brian has several rides coming up, most of which really don't impact me except when he is gone, my evening training has to drop a little... then SPRING BREAK!! I am very excited about this. We are taking the boys to big bend!! whoo hoo!!

So anyway... I have gone off on a tagent and really I am not focused at all.

My initial thought process was that I am no JJ Watt, I am not a try hard, I am average, I over extend, waste time and do "my best"

Well I need to up my best and get my ass in gear so that I can make you sweat more, give kids a great day, raise money for the american cancer society and so on and so forth!

OK
Starting today
or maybe not.... you never know with me!
If you are inspired (and how could you not be after reading this?) please take a minute and make a donation :)

My relay team :)

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